in my pants.

below: these instantly earn a special place in the things-i-like isle of my heart warehouse.
Sometimes its easier to handle misery than happiness. Misery gives us something to hold on to. It’s an illusion. True happiness is being.

Kate Blackson via Rhea Zimmerman, “Forgiveness to Aspiration” Workshop 3/19/11

it seems i am forever learning that these things are of constant discovery. i think i’ve figured out that i will never have things “figured out.” i am currently shifting my focus that life is happening TO me to living WITH life. i can resonate with new, positive vibrations. i remind myself, daily, that everything is always perfect: life JUST IS. there is always good and bad in everything, and i have the capacity to choose which to focus on and therefore what to attract. and shit, isn’t that great? life is fun when you’re a chooser.

tonight is one of those nights i wish i didn’t have to sleep (physically and socially)- i want to not be tired and have nothing to do tomorrow so i can stay up all night doing all the things my mind wants me to do. like clean the bathroom, and bake banana bread, and clean my room, and do a facial mask, and read, and do yoga, and find a new home.